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thinking...

Sun Mar 25, 2007, 10:20 AM
I'll never stop loving you in all of my days
so baby don't let our memories go to waste

I'm sitting in the shadow
of what once was love
but now you're the only guy
that I can think of
baby why'd you go
cause now I miss you so
don't leave me here
in the shadow of love

baby please don't leave me this way
say you'll come back to me one day

I feel I'm lost, going crazy
I wanna be back with you my baby

your everything I wanted
and everything I'll never have
but hold me close and kiss me softly
tell me that you still want me

If loving you in silence is a crime
well I'm guilty, love's grown over time

baby I cant move on
my love for you is far too strong

baby you are my perfect guy
I miss you more as time goes by

I feel empty, lost, broken and confused
being feeling this ever since I lost you


I'm thinking back , thinking of the past, thinking of you

I'm dreaming things who won't happen anymore
How can such beautiful dreams be so painfull?

The truth is.. I miss you so
I want to... but I won't...
I'd like to...but It'll never happen

Why? Why am I such an idiot?
Let me in peace... Let me in my corner
Let me silently cry...
Nobody cares a shit...
and I don"t want to explain you

There's nothing to explain
I've nothing to lose, what I could lose, I've already losed
I've just succeded being an idiot
Everything I try to do, I fail it...
My social life,
My sentimental life,
I did such a shit about all that,
I've just failed them because I'm always the same idiot
Please kill me, so I'll be happy
I'll, for the first time of my life, make something good
Everything, everyone I touch, I make it suffer

So, understand this...
and let me in peace...
I don"t want to talk to you anymore
I don't want you to do as I was important for you
Just say what you think
And say that I'm what I'm really

Just a simple idiot man,
trying to be happy,
trying to make the others happy
And who fails.

I'm such an idiot, please throw me stones in my head

Hurt my feelings,
Do it for me,
And let me know,
How much in love you aren’t,

Kiss me,
Knowing you’ll leave,
And I’ll never forget that night,
Lost and spinning,
Between your eyes and the floor,

Brush your soft skin against my forearm,
And I’ll melt wishing I had you,
For more than this at least,

Put your arms around me,
And I could surely drown,

With everything I feel,

Fat, thick, short, thin,
These tears make a house of mirrors,
Out of you,

And show me,
Every way I wanted to see you.

  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: David gray

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